Replaced

I know you never had pictured me leavin'
Breaking up is never easy
We're dead now and I'm grieving
I was there whenever you would need me
Even all the times that you'd deceived me
Every single night that you went drinking
I would sit at home, feeling all alone
Wishing you could see the way you treat me

I feel so broken, I just wanna die
I gave a second chance a million times
I live my truth, you would live a lie
'Cause the same issues with different guys
It's the same bullshit, just at different times
This is your loss, girl, it isn't mine
I am not perfect but I fucking tried
You would make mistakes and then you'd fuckin' hide

Now we're gone and it's dead and buried
You lost forever just for temporary
What were you thinking, you weren't thinking clearly
All our memories rest in a cemetery

My daughter ask about you, don't know what tell her
I feel hella guilty when I say, "Forget her"
I gotta be strong and hold it together
You're a memory and it hurts to remember

So I block it out, it's just to much
My confidence tank, I'm in rut
And lately I feel like I'm not good enough
And you may be gone but the damage stuck

I would of died for you, would of tried for you
I would always try to make the time for you
I would never ever tell a lie to you
And even tho we split, I still feel tied to you and

I never wanted to split, I never wanted to drift
I never wanted another man to meet your mother all over again
I never wanted to end, I didn't want any of this
I wanted wrap a ring around your finger and maybe even have a couple of kids

I guess it is what is, I lost my hope
Who we love kills us the most
I'm so afraid to get close
We are just people until we all turn into a ghost
A future we'll never know
Yeah, something we'll never know
And sometimes you gotta let go of what's kills you even if it kills you to let go, damn

I been replaced
I been replaced, replaced
I been replaced
I been erased
I been erased, erased
I been erased