Heart & Soul

Killing the enemy
Never a friend to me
Dodging the felony
Way that I go

I'm an amenity
Go out like Kennedy
Jay be the realest of niggas you know

Don't need no empathy
Keep all yo sympathy
Feel the hostility
All in my flow

Niggas is finicky
All in the industry
Fucc who you fenna be
Just so you know

Feel like a menace
I never intended
To end up
The illest of niggas in rap

Said no to them bitches
Got bacc on my business
I flow wit a sickness
Like mucus in that

These niggas be bitching
You know they be snitching
Don't add to my circle
I only subtract

Was gone for a minute
But now I'm re winding
I feel I can win
So let me attack
Ahhhh

Causing tears
But I'm touching souls
Now that's the goal

It used to be the Rollie froze,
But that can go

Cause it's bigger than life
Bigger than me

I got a future so bright
That even you can see

If you was visually impaired
You could stare at it

I got my pistol in my lap
But I won't dare grab it

Before I bawl my fist up
And swing hard on a cat

But niggas hate to lose
So they try to blast
Scary ass

But I ain't beef dawg, naw I'm off that
I lost some niggas so i know just what the cost at

They killed my nigga Travon
I was fucced up

Too young, got damn
Rest up cuh

If I could rap about who I lost
Then I would rap forever
They say just get it off yo chest
But that don't make it better

Ain't been to church up in a minute
I've been searching truth
They tell you story after story
No one searched for proof

I'm going backwards
Man I'm sure that's what they gone say
Aye, fucc yo shortcut
Yo, I'd rather take the long way

Moved outta Cali, I can't lie man I miss my family
I tell God take me before you do my Granny
Cause if I lose her man I swear that ima lose it
That ain't no fuccin rap line, that's some true shit

My momma raised me to be me and not nobody else
She did it solo so that's why you see me by myself

We blame our parents for mistakes
But mine was 26
They say until you hit yo 30's you still ignorant

But then I think bacc on the time
They was mad young
I know that age up in my time just
Wanna have fun

But they ain't know that I was on the blocc and Really hanging
Uncle slanging
We would dabble into gang banging

Not ashamed at 23 to say I claim the hood
But still some things I wouldn't do because I Understood

But now I'm older and I'm wiser
So I understand
I set my sights on being a father and a better man

When life gets hard, times get tough
The devil on my shoulder
But I must push that nigga off
Cause now I live for

But please don't try me
Please don't try me
I ain't far removed

Got lots of anger
In my head it ain't no tightened screws

Trynna find a fuccin balance, hope I hold it steady
But if it's time when then it's time.
Just know I'm fuccin ready

My job want me going corporate
With the suit and tie
The other day I talked somebody outta suicide

So with that shit up on my mind
Yo how I'm supposed to feel
This ain't that fuccin' mumble rap
You know I give you real

To all my homies if you need me
I ain't far away
I know it's raining right now but
We'll see brighter days

This shit go to the homie brahz
He still duccin bullets
When shit get real up in the field
I got you to the fullest

So when I say I lived my life
I really mean it nigga
I talk about this shit because
I really seen it nigga
Know that success gon come to past
Because I dreamed it nigga
The chosen one for all my fam
And I'm gone be it nigga
Yea