Never Tell Me the Odds

I should be the one to begin again
To come to life through the ink of a pen
I would be the first of the last of my kind
Left alone to roam 'til the vibe is right
But now I'm here on account of your ways
'Til the light fades out and I pixelate

It won't break me, I'll break free and go up
I'll distill my ill will and blow up

Time stands still when the night comes
When I'm in my head I keep my eyes shut
When the mood feels right I'm a composite
To find peace of mind in my consciousness
The great escape, the thought abyss
I can't contain whats wrong with this

Now we're testing fate
I feel it coursing through my veins
I flip the page and set the stage
It all comes spilling out the brain

It won't break me, I'll break free and go up
I'll distill my ill will and blow up

And if I breathe, hope you suffer too
Spent a lot of wasted dreams tryna love on you
Seems like this isn't up to me and it's up to you
Screams out my head, they tell me shit
I know I really would regret and maybe shouldn't do
As fate would have you
Listen to me first and you could hate me after
Pages upon the pages make me dangerous back up
Stained blades on me and I came with backup
(The youngest Sapa know he)
Came back and he stay with the pack
And don't make me get into that bag
I swear y'all don't want a problem like he be too afraid to ask
And when the girl hit my jack
Hope she know I'll never hit her back
I know the reasons you mad
It's like I already went and made you up
You nothing but a fake love to me
It's so dangerous
I only hope you know

You won't break me, I'll break free and go up
I'll distill my ill will and blow up

I will