Big Man

Wasted youth and my innocence
If I had a say it wouldn't happen again
And I know better but you're everyone's friend
Since I know now I would walk away then
Same old story no lifeline
Always screaming "yeah I'm fine"
One more day is one long night
Useless breath on one more fight

Red flags and warning signs
Turn a blind eye see it all in hindsight
Is this the love I really want?
Got me thinking now I've seen your ugly side
Self-medicating to take the pain away
Wake up in the morning and do the same thing
I try to talk about it but don't know what to say
What difference does it make when no one listens anyway?

Sometimes I say that I want you back but I don't know if I do
Sometimes I sing about the good days we had, but there were bad days too

Tell me really would it matter
Fuckin but the situation really look backwards
Fallback
Issa capture
Roll a couple grams
For them cycle like tantrums
How you really really feel
Always got orders
But can't really pay the bills
Should've could've wanna
Always got a problem
Day and Night
Ain't really my appetite

And I know love is like the phases of the moon
And I know you would say I gave up way too soon

Sometimes I say that I want you back but I don't know if I do
Sometimes I sing about the good days we had, but there were bad days too

Falling, fading down down down I go
Falling, fading down down down, down I go

For the first time, opened my eyes
Now it's my life and it's mine all mine
And I'll hold the sunrise
I promise I'll find who I'm supposed to be
Not carrying your sins on me
I'm weightless and wild and free
Yeah, we'll see