Phoenix

Tryin' not to waste my time
Tryin' to engage my mind
Heard that love was blind but just found out it controls your mind
Tryin' not to feel this low
Never felt so broken and cold
Tryin' to fix myself but somehow the demons take control

But thanks to you I always feel like I'm never enough
And thanks to you I now fear the idea of love
Thanks to you I never thought that I'd be this tough
I'm rising up

Tryin' not to feel this way
Wish that I could make things okay
The more I fell in love, the more I felt you were drifting away

But thanks to you I always feel like I'm never enough
And thanks to you I now fear the idea of love
Thanks to you I never thought that I'd be this tough
I'm rising up

Risin' up like a Phoenix out of the ashes
The second my mind blanks out it's like my whole life flashes
In front of my eyes
All the lies; how times flies until you realise
That there's no one there left to hear your cries
Thanks to you I learnt so many things like how I deserve the world
And you were just nothing I'm just
Grateful that I have so much more left to bring
And you were just a stepping stone to move onto to the greater things so
No matter how hard I try to deny
You were a blessing in the worst disguise

So thanks to you I always feel like I'm never enough
And thanks to you I now fear the idea of love
But thanks to you I never thought that I'd be this tough
I'm rising up



Credits
Writer(s): Nitika Kurian
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