Strange Rap

The old me keeps calling me
But I keep ignoring me
I feel like I can't be who I wanna be
Everyday feels like judgement day
Watch what you say that's not appropriate
So I appropriate
But can't nobody save me from hell to date
I'm looking in the mirror I can't relate
If this is life I swear to god there's an alternate
And I can't wait
Until then I put me on hold
Burning trees as the medicine to cure this cold
But I'm searching for a remedy to pure my soul
And everybody keeps telling me just go back home
But home ain't what it used to be
What I see now ain't what I used to see
And they really not ready to get used to me
And what I choose to be
You see Hakuna Matata sounds good to me
But with Mufasa still alive it's hard to rock pride

So I guess I gotta kill him
It's been a while meditating on this feeling
That's life and you gotta keep on living
And I don't mean to sound like a villain
But I got way too many scars no sign of healing