Friends

Coming tonight at 10, At the club
I couldn't help but care any less and shrug
Trying to avoid, tryna take less stress
All I wanna do is get out of the mess

You guys say you all are here
I need to remind myself
Again and again
That don't accept a lie

I wanna trust you guys
I get nervous every time
And There's nothing I can do
To make it all fine

I just want a soulmate to be around
Who's better than what Ive been thinking about
Coz every time somebody's let me down
It broke my heart deep down

I'm just taking a chance again
To try and not let my self crash again
I just want a soulmate to be around

The anxiety kicks in
Nobody feels it but I am
Thinking what to do
Not knowing if anyone could help me through

Sometimes it ain't so easy
Don't think that I won't break free
You gotta know nobody's perfect
When you know everybody get hurt and

I just want a soulmate to be around
Who's better than what Ive been thinking about
Coz every time somebody's let me down
It broke my heart deep down

I'm just taking a chance again
To try and not let my self crash again
I just want a soulmate to be around

I want you guys to understand
Not make a fool out of myself
Don't take me as a troublemaker
Don't take me as a drama queen
Just try to look into my eyes
And try to see all my cries
I've been on it all night long
I can't seem to come out strong
Is it wrong to expect some support
From people with whom I build such a rapport
I know I've got friends
But do they know how difficult it is
To talk about the shit that goes in my head
Lord knows I'm fucking no saint
But I don't think I've done
Something so worse to deserve this pain
What have I done to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody else first
(And how does that make you feel?)

I just want a soulmate to be around
Who's better than what Ive been thinking about
Coz every time somebody's let me down
It broke my heart deep down

I'm just taking a chance again
To try and not let my self crash again
I just want a soulmate to be around

I just want a soulmate to be around
Who's better than what I've been thinking about
Coz every time somebody's let me down
It broke my heart deep down

I'm just taking a chance again
To try and not let my self crash again
I just want a soulmate to be around