Insidious Insomnia

As I lay down to go to sleep
I ask is my soul yours to keep
As I begin drifting so deep
Into a realm with no retreat
My mind causes me to repeat
I need you I'm incomplete
I need you I'm incomplete
I need you I'm incomplete
Now I feel a chill slowly creep
And seal my lips so I can't speak
What is moving under the sheets
Hello who is this I hear weep

Every time I talk about the paranormal my eyes tear up and I get a cold chill
Everyone thinks I'm mentally ill, but I'm just in touch with the supernatural
Seeing what most don't believe is real, why must I keep having ordeals
And who is this that I feel, please step forward and reveal
Yourself so that I can see if my mind's playing tricks on me
I hear voices, some raspy, something brushes my arm swiftly
I'm strapped down peculiarly I look around to see
Another entity shapeshifting from a raven to no, it can't be
Why is this happening again
And will this ever end
As my room begins to spin
I see you hanging with orbs and shadowmen
But I pray my thoughts don't let them in
Because what I am now feeling
Isn't that of a friend, you're not one of my guardians
With a face that doesn't show
And a body pure as fresh fallin' snow
Why are you now looming in the shadows
Tell me are you someone I should know
And somehow even though
I see you're intangible
I still feel you grab ahold
Of my heart, mind, and soul

I'm having insidious insomnia
I'm so afraid to fall asleep so I am not gonna go
From sleep paralysis to psychosis
To falling back out and being demon licked
And breaking down 'til I have another mental trip
Until time skips so far I forget
Who I am as your pure body but dark mind takes control
So that evil emits from my soul
As she approaches I see I have nowhere to go

Girl, who are you cuz I don't know
Your touch is frigid cold
Forty degrees below zero
I feel your anger and sorrow
From so long ago
As time begins moving slow
She unmasks and she won't let me go
We lock eyes and hers are as dark as coal

I keep having insidious insomnia
If I fall asleep immediately I'll awaken or be a goner
Uh oh, oh no, uh oh, oh no, uh oh, oh no what have you come for
Uh oh, uh oh, uh oh in love with me is a ghost