Stagnate

The leaves on the trees don't seem to fall as fast as my mental state
Caffeine running my whole body, yet somehow I always feel sedate

Stuck in place (In my mind it feels like)
A losing race (Stagnate, fall behind)

I am a statue, still here I breathe
You opened your window, I seem to freeze
I am a statue (Feel so alone), still here I breathe (No room to grow)
You opened your window (My seeds to sew), I seem to freeze (Stagnate, let go)

Here I go again, force myself to get up, go out and then
Let my mind beat down on me, while I sit so silently

I see who I've become (My mind says to hate me, I try to sedate me)
I feel so numb (Try to supress what's inside, I'm a mess)

I am a statue, still here I breathe
You opened your window, I seem to freeze
I am a statue (Feel so alone), still here I breathe (No room to grow)
You opened your window (My seeds to sew), I seem to freeze (Stagnate, let go)

Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah
Stagnate, let go, hold on, lose hope

I am a statue, still here I breathe
You opened your window, I seem to freeze
I am a statue (Feel so alone), still here I breathe (No room to grow)
You opened your window (My seeds to sew), I seem to freeze (Stagnate, let go)