Nigh Shift

I've been tryna balance all my inner demons
People tell me how they feel, hope they really mean it
I done seen the worst, ns wouldn't believe it
Shorty playing both side, but I know she's scheming
Staying to myself, that's what's best for me,
Shown your true colors, lost respect from me
Ns hide behind they lines in the melodies
What's the sense of family if they don't come through in the clutch
I've been fucked up, talking ain't enough
I ain't balling with nobody that would ever cross me up
On some real shit, I popped pills to feel no pain though
Then I sold them bs, I hate when my mind move slow
Greedy ns
Thou should not act fake for any na
Not for anybody
Tried to keep me down, made a beast up out it
See I learned the ropes
Now I'm really wildin'

I know some ns sneak dissin' on me
I know some bs that be lyin' on me
Playing with my mind so a na can't sleep
Work the night shift so a na never sleep
Never sleep
Never sleep
Never sleep

Thought you were the one, but now we never speak
Tell me why that is
Done tried to show you off
Done showed you where I lived
Now we on some terms where a na don't exist
I done met yo moms, we were chilling at your crib
Done finessed me
Right up out my zone, I like being alone
Robbed me of my highs, bs stooping low
Bout time I paid you back like a student loan
Clinging for my pride and barely holding on
It's fd up
Mind playing tricks on me
Who here for me, I can't tell
Things like pastel, might seem real but it's not though
I can't vouch for you unless you make your own moves
They stay still for so long you think it's home room
Check the accounts though through my email that shit real
Friends play cop now and repeat shit, sneak diss
Tried to keep me down, made a beast up out it
See I learned the ropes
Now I'm really wildin'

I know some ns sneak dissin' on me
I know some bs that be lyin' on me
Playing with my mind so a na can't sleep
Work the night shift so a na never sleep
Never sleep
Never sleep
Never sleep

They can't even tell me how they feel
I hear about it from some other sources making them feel more important than they are
Gotta set myself apart
I be in and out my thoughts
I ain't fg these hs
They could never have my hearth oh
Wallah
Gotta set myself apart
I be in and out my thoughts
I ain't fg these hs
They could never have my hearth oh