Pretty Blue

I've been feelin lonely
I've been feelin lost
Just want you by my side
No matter what it cost
I've been feelin pretty blue
But it'd be prettier with you
I've been feelin sick
I've been feelin so ashamed
Been feelin so upset
You're not callin out my name
But whatever can I do
You're happy with him too

How long have we known each other now, it feels like ages
Our story must be written on some heavenly pages
An angel from above who came to save me from my sins
We'd talk with the moon until the sun joined in
I may have lost sleep, but please believe it was worth it
You hate you short comings, but I love you're not perfect
Miss Independent like nobody can own yuh
The world could be against me, I had my Ramona
Battlin mixed emotions, silent when I fought
Though I loved the chase, was afraid to get caught
Distance growin more, since I can't hold you close
It's all sinking in, where we are I hate the most

I was warned that time moved fast, never thought it applied to me
People do change over time, I know that with some certainty
Love don't cost a thing, but the price of pain is as it's meant to be
Now what I fear the most is, I'll be in love with just these memories

I've been feelin lonely
I've been feelin lost
Just want you by my side
No matter what it cost
I've been feelin pretty blue
But it'd be prettier with you
I've been feelin sick
I've been feelin so ashamed
Been feelin so upset
You're not callin out my name
But whatever can I do
You're happy with him too

Have a seat next to me, you're sittin with someone
These Rosaries can't help me, cause I'm happy, but you're gone
My life is like a sitcom, I'm caught up in the laugh track
You say "We'll still be friends," but my feelings can't have that
You're sittin in his arms, I can't feel what I'm suppose to be
You'll never understand how these thoughts can keep ahold of me
I'm stuck here doin nothin, I'm startin to feel lazy
The days I spend without you blend together, they're hazy
I can't turn on my playlist without hearin you sing too
I used to give you calls, now he's got you a ring too
I hope I cross your mind, when you're happy without me
Livin "Happy ever after," while I know that I won't be
Tryin to balance out my feelings, I could write a new song hook
Wishin love was like a recipe you'd find in a cookbook
There's no sense in movin on when leavin you is how it has to be
You should know that, in the end, you always mean the world to me

I've been feelin lonely
I've been feelin lost
Just want you by my side
No matter what it cost
I've been feelin pretty blue
But it'd be prettier with you
I've been feelin sick
I've been feelin so ashamed
Been feelin so upset
You're not callin out my name
But whatever can I do
You're happy with him too

I've been feelin lonely
I've been feelin lost
Just want you by my side
No matter what it cost
I've been feelin pretty blue
But it'd be prettier with you
I've been feelin sick
I've been feelin so ashamed
Been feelin so upset
You're not callin out my name
But whatever can I do
You're happy with him too
Aren't you