Feels Like Home

I spent a lot of time out on the streets this week
I'm hoping it'll end soon imma turn into geek freak
Writing nothing but stories to pass the time
Couldn't right all of my wrongs cause I'm way out of line

But a candlelit dinner that I saw through a window
Caught my eye twice and there's something that you should know
You're a picture perfect beauty which I give chase
While I'm a dirty tattered t-shirt with a smug on my face

And I've witnessed more shit than I'd like to admit
And I've been trying real hard for some reason I can't quit
Ran a hundred-thousand circles 'til I broke my legs
So I'm giving up now I'm gonna forfeit the race

So I'm giving up now I'm gonna forfeit the race

Now concrete feels like home
A home that I've never known
When survival's done alone
No way to measure how much I've grown

Now concrete feels like home
A home that I've never known
When survival's done alone
No way to measure how much I've grown

And oh my god think I've run out of angels
My guardian called warned me to bring a raincoat
Severed all ties to the church and the state
So I'm gonna need you to help me chisel my slate

Now I'm better off dead than sleeping in bed
My demons just called and their going to my head
Paint a hundred-thousand pictures with just these words
But my voice has grown silent it'll never be heard

All of time is an essence that is what I've learned
But I never paid attention to the fire it burned
So drowning in the water of the poison I seek
Doesn't seem like such a bad idea to me

So drowning in the water of the poison I seek
Doesn't seem like such a bad idea to me

Now concrete feels like home
A home that I've never known
When survival's done alone
No way to measure how much I've grown

Now concrete feels like home
A home that I've never known
When survival's done alone
No way to measure how much I've grown

How much I've grown