Deeper Insight

I sit for hours just to see that nothing happens
Pretensions that justify this waste of time
They will start to diminish
As days leave for nights to come (nights to come)

Not able to see this disease that creeps over me
I surrender to the darkest corners where hope is gone
The only thing that is left is doubt
Doubt of myself and everyone else

I cannot see the truth
I don't want to
How could I even do?
When it's easier blaming you?

Yet I don't wanna live in grief
So I will dare to look inside
The only place I can find
The answers to save my mind
To save my mind

I open my eyes
To see clearly that I was wrong
Blinded by the light
I follow my deeper insight

Restless soul!
Cannot focus on the essence
Restless soul!
Keeps me from removing my mess
Heart in two!
Cannot choose what to beat for
Heart in two!
Keeps me from achieving much more

Restless soul!
Cannot focus on the essence
Restless soul!
Keeps me from removing my mess
Heart in two!
Cannot choose what to beat for
Heart in two!
Keeps me from achieving much more

Will I manage to live both lives?
Or am I destined to fail while trying?
I ask myself though I know deep inside
That time will come to choose which me will die

Torn between reality and dreams
Real becomes unreal as dreams conquer life
Surely wanna keep the state of two
As I don't wanna loose one site to the other

Not able to choose what to sacrifise
I abandon just to get up again
To start from new as I do every day
I don't really know what's right for me

I cannot see the truth
I don't want to
How could I even do?
When it's easier blaming you?

Yet I don't wanna live in grief
So I will dare to look inside
The only place I can find
The answers to save my mind
To save my mind

I open my eyes
To see clearly that I was wrong
Blinded by the light
I follow my deeper insight



Credits
Writer(s): Maximilian Teschner
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