Flooded

Same routine everyday for a couple years
Ain't no wonder why I ain't found my outta here
Waking up at 11, half the day is gone
And struggling for a couple hours to make a basic song
I've been wondering why I'm so complacent
In retrospect, I'm really here just doing the same shit
Ain't pushin' myself enough to get adjacent
With goals and dreams I have, instead, all my shits still in my parents basement
The pain of growth is overdue, it's time to face it
So sick of having all this extra time and I just waste it
A couple wins here and there, success, I love to taste it
But riding highs will only get you asking where the days went
So what I mean is that I've been tricking myself
Kicking myself down because I feel lonely and stick to myself
But really it's sick for my health and it's time for me to man up
I gotta fuck up a couple times, cause you gotta fall before you stand up

I've got a lot that I've got pride in
But now it's time to be humble
Almost ready just to dive in
And yeah at first, I'll probably stumble
I use to want this for the validation
But now I do it cause I love it
No, I don't mind being patient
Soon enough my bank account will be flooded
I'm scaling up the summit

Distractions
Wanna smoke, drink
Eat, play games, just don't think
Been doin that too much, but it's just part of the process
Shedding all my vices slowly, too fast makes me nauseous
I clearly see that I've been playin it too cautious
Inside my head, it looks like ratchet ho's inside a mosh pit
Thoughts are bouncing off each other, fueled up like a rocket
This meditation shit is helping clear out all the toxic
Logic fogging up mind
Help me stay present, focus, one thing at a time
Be decisive in relaxing, be decisive in the grind
Both feet in the water, build a man in his prime
I'm real that that I love to shine
While I feel the thrill of the climb
Instill the skills that'll pay
While I filter through all the grime
Take pride in what i've accomplished
Put my soul in every line
Ima keep good energy constant
So I can't wait to see what I'll find

I've got a lot that I've got pride in
But now it's time to be humble
Almost ready just to dive in
And yeah at first, I'll probably stumble
I use to want this for the validation
But now I do it cause I love it
No, I don't mind being patient
Soon enough my bank account will be flooded
I'm scaling up the summit



Credits
Writer(s): Joshua Quintanilla
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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