voice memo 8: SAD! video concept

I'm recordin' this (yeah)
Just so I have it for reference (okay)
What do you want? You know what I mean? This is your video, like you can create whatever you want
Like remember how I told you, like zoom into my eyes, then have it zoom out of the eyes
And then we'll be in a different scene? We can really play on that and do like a lot of things

Well, that it makes it way easier in terms of transitionin' and terms of scenes (yeah, that's what I'm sayin')
All the, each scene would zoom out of my eye and zoom into my eye
Like I wanna be in the, like this is gonna be green screen, right?
We're gonna have to like, have like a chair, like a chair or a couch, right?

And I want everything around me to be blacked out
Like, remember how in that one scene where I was like, I was like
I was like in the, um, in like this blue place and shit?
This one time I want it to be all darkness

Like a massive big black room where there's, you don't know where the end is?
Massive, big black room and you don't know where, where it is
And I'm like sittin', and I'm sittin' and there's a masked man in front of me, right?
And he, they don't show his face, but you can see (you said a massive man?)

Sorry, I'm sorry, not a masked man, a hooded man, and you can, you don't see his face
It just shows the hood, and he has on like a cloak
And he speaks to me, and he says, "They do not understand you, do you not fear?
The worst enemy is yourself, and yet you seem unbothered
Although you cannot pretend you have walked through life unscathed"

And I'm gonna have him like, I'm gonna come up with like
His dialog and come up with somethin' crazy for him to say
And then it'll be like me within my own mind, little do they realize like
This is all like, my world, right?

So it's like, I'm gonna come up with like, this whole concept of like
Amountin' to the light that I can become, and like understand
Like, bro, the con-, the concept can be like genius (so)
And then we can jump, we can like jump into the scene

Where I could say, whereas like
'Cause then obviously it's like, "Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go"
And then like, you can tie those line, you can tie those lyrics
On to like, someone that's a let, afraid to let go of my previous self
In fear that the fact of who I will truly become

Lettin' go of someone else, you said? (Lettin' go of my previous self)
You know I mean? (Yeah) because that my-my previous self holds like
My memories hold me to the person that I was, you understand? (Yeah)
So in the same aspect, like, "Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go"

You see how you can tie those line, that tie, that tie to that concept
What do you feel that's it's missin'? Because if, if it's missin' anything
'Cause obviously tomorrow is Friday and Saturday is very soon, um
Oh-hoo, Rufus is so fuckin' cute, bruh

(Really is) literally a little leopard
However, I do feel that there is things missin'
And I'm gonna have to come up with somethin' for that and then prob'
So what, you wanna go to bed right now?
No, I'm not goin' to bed
I would like to go sit in front of my computer, so I can remember exactly what I'm doin'

Do you wanna go write it down or somethin'? Yes
Then go, go do it, are we done, should I, should I dip?
Yes, yes, no, you don't have to dip, I mean
Well, I mean, if you wanna dip, yeah, then you probably go

What do you, what else, do you think you gonna come up with anything else that's worth me stayin' around for?
Shit, I mean, not-nothin' that I can't send to you
Alright