The Cavity

And it starts like this

We cut the bad ones out of the mix
I understand what I have been
And what I need to fix
I'm talking
Personality all fucked up and twisted
Don't blame me when you never even knew I existed

So pay attention 'cause you don't wanna miss this
I'm about to give you something you won't forget quick, oh
Quit talking shit
You just look like a bitch
Now it's time to give in
This is it, this is it

I don't need you to think
Yeah
I just need you to scream with me

It's hard to believe that
I've been here before
Life will give you a window
If there's no open doors

It's hard to believe that
I've been here before
Life will give you a window
If there's no open doors

All my life
I've been telling myself that I'll
Be just fine
But I tried and I tried and I
Just can't stop
Till I get to the top
Or till I fall down dead
From these empty thoughts

Somehow I
Made a mess of it all and I
Have to try
Or I don't think I ever can
Sleep again
Even after it ends
I'm just trying to make my amends

Yeah
Oh, oh

Whoa, yeah
When I think of your face my heart breaks

I've come to terms with everything that you said
Once upon a time we agreed that I was better of dead but I
Can't believe anything that falls out of your mouth
I disregard it as meaningless sound

I keep everything buried
Deep inside my mind
I can see
The cavity
Where your black heart used to be