S â k û r â

I'm at a point in my life
Where things getting too crazy
Ion even know if I could take it
Ion even know if I could, uhh
Sitting on edge of decisions
Remember when shit was amazing
This shouldn't be a feeling I'm feeling
Ion think shit can save me

Loosing this pain that I'm feeling
I'm hoping and wishing to fade from existence
Trade anything to get back all the lost
Heal the pain from these people I'm missing
I lost my father at the age of 4
It was a suicidal decision
My grandma lost to the battle of cancer
I still see the visions too clearly
Escaped death by some hours
Cousin exploding appendix
My mama act like that shit in her stomach
Won't have her closer to the ending
Lost a creation I wanted at 5 months
I swear that miscarriage was sickening
Nights crying in the shower
I swear the devil keep winning, huh
Like why this happening to me? No no no
Haven't lived life to the fullest, uhm
Russian roulette would be easier (Crazy)
Won't hesitate to just pull it, oh no no

I'm at a point in my life
Where things getting too crazy
Ion even know if I could take it
Ion even know if I could... uhh
Sitting on edge of decisions
Remember when shit was amazing
This shouldn't be a feeling I'm feeling
Ion think shit can save me

Numb, numb, numb, uhmp
Ain't no escaping it
Must be crazy to think that I'm faking this, uhh
Four, three, two, one
Gimme a full clip I won't get to finish
I'll be sure the pain is gone
As long as my mind is working
These problems piling like I'm saving pennies
It take a bag to get a bag nigga
Fuck You doing if you ain't saving any
But we all wanna be famous
Overnight or tomorrow
I just wanna get off my anus
I just need some strength I could borrow

I'm at a point in my life
Where things getting too crazy
Ion even know if I could take it
Ion even know if I could, uhh
Sitting on edge of decisions
Remember when shit was amazing
This shouldn't be a feeling I'm feeling
Ion think shit can save me

I'm at a point in my life
Where things getting too crazy
Ion even know if I could take it
Ion even know if I could, uhh
Sitting on edge of decisions
Remember when shit was amazing
This shouldn't be a feeling I'm feeling
Ion think shit can save me



Credits
Writer(s): Keith Lee
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