Avalanche

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself
Yeah

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

I feel the reaper inside of me
Swear all these demons keep trying me
Stuck in my thoughts through the key off the mountain top
Think that I need a lobotomy
Numb the pain it only makes it worse
Try my best but nothing ever works
You don't see the pain behind my words
Ironic flowers grow from inside the dirt

Bury my head keep on working in silence
Devoting my pen till the pages are bleeding
This world ain't for me think I need me some guidance
Cause lately I don't feel the need to be breathing
Or hanging with people
Who don't even know me
While strangers
Support me way more than my homies
You asked for this life
So please live in the moment
Start dealing with problems
You could be controlling
Ah Yeah
But I've been dead in my own skin
People saying I'm chosen
But my hearts cold an I'm frozen

While I'm fading out
Would you notice
That a silent person
Says a thousand words
On a crash course
An I'm going down
With the avalanche
I created first
Yeah

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself
Yeah

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

Lights out when I write these hits
Music notes tatted on my wrist
You want a feature had to plead the 5th
You talked down now you on my uh
Grinding every night
Living what I speak
Hiking to the top
Nothings out of reach
Only deal with real
Not for fallacies
Never followed trends
Only being me
Uh yeah

It's Funny that I was the kid who was laughed at
Going to school with my backpack
Used to skip class just to write raps
Kids would talk down
An Say I'm wack
Now they're telling people we go way back
But y'all peaked inside of high school
I grow every damn breath
I wake write repeat
Y'all hate type tweet
I do
You speak
Never was one for a feature
Unless u can slay on a beat
Talked to a couple of people I idolized
Turns out there not as nice as they seen
It's a crash course when your gaining steam
People shatter others for the broken dreams

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself
Yeah

This is an avalanche
Illusions in my head
Save me from myself