The Now Empty Room Will Never Settle

Steady now don't forget to breathe
The nurse will open the door indefinitely
We're not to late I can swear we're not
But the thoughts racing through my head
Are screaming at me

In this feeling of pure emptiness
This state of now to take over
It then would thrall my insides

You now had laid so still
Like you had never even hurt at all
So death why would you curse her soul so
Not just in taking her life
But you watched her suffer for your lack of
Judgement
Your lack of compassion has lead me to
My final decision

Now I can only hope that the universe arranges
The most peaceful state of being for you to rest

The days just go to waste and I can't find myself
Left of whats happened and every day I wonder
How you dealt with this bullshit
'Cause it's taken me to the lowest point I've met

So now I can only hope that somehow
All of this shit I put myself through
Will make you proud

Steady now I forgot to breathe