Mono No Aware

I'm ashamed by the things I've seen inside of my mind, hearing my own name makes me truly terrified
Am I something evil, pretending to be good? Thoughts won't subside, I hide my head inside a hood
So sorry to trouble you with all of my problems, rude to assume that you would ever try to solve them
Keep looking at myself as separate from the rest, so arrogant, my downfall will be my ignorance

Imposing on you with the shit my mouth spews
Act as if I'm wise to fortify these lines
Live inside my head, it's my own safety net, I'm somewhat analytical and always hypocritical
Overwhelming fears, they cloud my judgment
Story of my life is watching something go to nothing
Selfish parasite, a future suicide, soon I'll meet with death, I can feel it in my chest

But you don't see me anymore, you don't need me anymore and you don't see me in your sleep
Well that's fine cause I'm not getting any

And I hope that one day I feel comfortable again
I'll be more honest and open with my friends
Until that day comes I guess I'll stay in bed, keep living life avoiding problems in my head



Credits
Writer(s): Kyle Quinn
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