Try My Best

I wasted all my time, trying to realize
What's happened to me
The emptiness I feel inside

Consumes me, my brightest days
Are now my darkest nights
The loneliness is terrifying

You know I've been losing my happiness
All of the memories have gone
Stuck in this fading brain
I get up, I shut down and I lose another day
I'm trapped in my head again, will it ever end
I know I'll make it out, but I hope this time
I feel alive

I know I am not alone
Anxiety has gripped my throat

You see I tried my best
To get out of my head for another day
Before the sun starts to wash out and fade away
Away
Another lonely day that I wake up by myself
Seems I've lost all my mental health
People they read the lines
But they can't see these sad eyes

I'm trapped in my head again
I feel alive

But I know I am not alone
Anxiety has gripped my throat
And I know I've been down this road
My happiness lacks as my sadness grows