Happy Place

I know we ain't really work but it worked out
A lil part of me wanna work now
I lost a couple thousand on ya new gowns
Bought you everything just to get clowned

But I'm up now
And I'm back 'round
With a new sound
And a new crown
Cause I'm killing the game
Even if I'm moving on, I'm really feeling the same
All these dudes need to stay in their lane
Heartbroken with the suicide doors open
Know a couple girls down to let me slide atoken in the slot
Even if it hurts alot
To let the blood stop
Let it blood clot
Hold my nose in that one spot
'Till it all stops
But I'm thinking of you
And everything that you do
Moving on is hard but I can do it if I try
Every time I think I'm doing better you decide to drop by
And I can just cry, cause I'll miss you when you go
But I'll do it anyway, I'm a soldier ya know

I know we ain't really work but it worked out
A lil part of me wanna work now
I lost a couple thousand on ya new gowns
Bought you everything just to get clowned

The day gets dark when the sun goes down
The moon'll come out and shed some light on the ground
Stay strong through the night and never let anybody see you frown
But only for a minute then the sun is back around
I said
The day gets dark when the sun goes down
The moon'll come out and shed some light on the ground
Stay strong through the night and never let anybody see you frown
But only for a minute then the sun is back around

The light shines down through the clouds
It all comes down
But it all comes together
The bad times are needed to make the good ones feel better
You don't know the best if you've never had the worst
Birth is the first step to riding in a hearse
Meeting her was beautiful
The end came like a funeral
Wasting time like checking your watch at a urinal

I know we ain't really work but it worked out
A lil part of me wanna work now
I lost a couple thousand on ya new gowns
Bought you everything just to get clowned
But I'm up now

And you know when you want something so bad?
Then you go ahead lose that shit so sad
Then you findin' somethin' better
Even if it ain't the comfort of another like a sweater
I hate that I was with her but I'd never regret her
Taught me lessons that I needed to know like a professor
Saw the signs and ignored em' clown emoji like a jester
It's like I'm losing the money, but I'm winning the game
I earned the good and the bad, but it's ugly all the same