We Three

Drank the Cyanide
Like I'm chasing the elusive high
You guys get wild
And let them dueces fly
And I sit
And try to find the reason why
Why we cant thrive
Of the trippy vibe
Shit I fall to ground
With tears in my eyes
Every time a child dies
A piece of me is deep-fried
I wanna take the life
Of the one who caused the strife
Maybe its a flaw of pride
I can't help but feel its right
I wish I could grip the knife
And give there
Fucking throat a slice
Well shit that
Ain't the right mindset
There is redemption
With some time spent
Fuck I still want em dead
The hate goes
Straight to my head
Hey Should I fill it with lead
And forever go to bed
But my moms always said
Her heart would shred
For my moms I'm truly blessed
And I see the road ahead
I just want to give her the best
Like she always tried to do
All those nights
Watching scooby doo
This is all that I can do
I'm sorry that my end is soon
I love you to the moon
Lay some flowers on my tomb
Remember me
Through these crazy tunes

This is just part of my ritual
It's Habitual
Fucked up individual
Full of bullshit
I'm an imbecile
In public I'm invisible
It's really fucking incredible
How much my parents
Fucking hate me
Even tho I try my best
I know my old friends
Don't have faith in me
I hope my new friends
Are patient with me
Because apparently
It's hard to see
Like I'm supreme
But it seems that
These scenes in fact
Are definitely not for me
Desperately I scream
Scamming different energies
Got my enemies acting friendly
Like they got special needs
Got your girl on her knees
Like she pray to me
Prey to sayer
Prey for these better days
Sayers says
Cash your happiness in for pain
When it pours it fucking rains
And when you're poor
Your fucking break
But when you die inside
It's all the same
I am just a part of this sacrifice
Restless nights
Divide us until
No ones nice
Thru her eyes
I idolize
My self pride
In her soul
I felt her die
Watched her suffer
Watched her cry
Death is near
And the end is nigh