My Life

My lord come get
Cause I've been living filthy
And inside my soul I know the streets gone get me
Time running out
If my nighas dont feel
And when you hear this verse live is more then a penny
I got nightmares and I ain't sharing many
Feel like I took 9 dont call me 50
Only god knows that soul feeling empty
May the boy rest in peace with a vengeance
I use to think back like
How did I get cold
My heart on froze burning Raleigh in my soul
Tryna figure out my life
But my job ain't been to right
And I sacrifice my life never once I felt alright
Banging hammers all night
Getting higher then a kite got my ways feeling like
If it wasnt for that fight
If it wasnt for that night
If it wasnt for the ice
I wouldn't be this nice you wouldnt see the boy hyped
Telling me all these lies like
I ain't that smart
Like just because they sharp
I couldn't tell from the start
You was a fake what you thought
Take my kindness for a weakness
And them youngboys that I'm sleeping
And them cops keep on creeping
Welcome to the downfall of soldier and I'm peeping
Got my gun by my rear like love ain't here
Dont understand how I feel
And just to keep it real it's like a tired holyfield
Man my niggas know the deal let's go Alcohol in my liver
How did I get richer
Tottling guns on the run robing niggas for some ones
45 in my coat promise never go broke
I ain't a joke you get smoked bag it up grab that coke
What hell yall be thinking untouchable like I'm nick
I'm solid like I'm rich I had to buy me a bitch
All that tough that you talk
Dont wanna hear that bark
Light the block with no spark robbing niggas with no heart
Looking at my life like
All I did was sacrifice
Being in the lime light
Hiding from the crime life tryna change my life my right
But you dont get me I'm still feeling empty
Like who is still with me
My soul feeling guilty
I could of let it go but I couldn't let it go
Mistakes made before
But not like this one you want it come get it son
Feeling like quitting
But I ain't gone amit it
Its somthing that I live with
Been threw pain and much to gain all I see is rain
I've done played the game
And seem so strange like shadows in the shade
Play this game of life
Like ace or spades
Its something different
I dont know why
But I gotta get it always gotta try until I realize
It's the end of me end of peace end streets I end up peace



Credits
Writer(s): Eniggel Wade
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