Drown - Alt Mix

Here I come, come to you in the very clothes
That I killed, killed you in and now I know I'm alone

I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me?

I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger, too long I've sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me know it's all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall I've hit a hundred times before
And yet I still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor
And I'm back in front of you, Lord, with the blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours? Don't wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
To a door but he can't 'cause he's poor and he can't
Fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But it's warm from crying 'cause he will try nine times
To realize nine crimes but he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps fighting for the prize again

Here I come again to you
Just to show the blood soaked through
Through my bones and all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?

I walk to you, rain falls from you
Can you wash me, can you drown me, please?

I'm like an animal inside of my body
But If I ever try to break it its okay cause I gotta be
Reinventing what I say every time that I shout it
I never thought that I would make it, so l gotta be smarter and, yeah
I really gotta work so I can get a better prophecy
I'm not a prophet but I rap to fight the animosity
But if never win at least I get to show my enemies
That I could rise up and destroy the only thing I wanna be
As fast as I can cause I gotta get better
I'm fighting this shell, you could call me the shredder
I'm flipping the switches and pulling the levers
The sky here is black but there's red in my ledger
And one day I'll make it, The day I get higher
Say thank you to Brendon and Patrick and Tyler
For all that they gave, every day they inspire
I'm no longer drowning, They gave me the fire in me