Tamia (Outro)

Puffing gelato, looking the world over
Funny how people know me when I never heard of them
I heard you bout to glow, you out here popping now
I heard you opened for Waka, I heard you dropping out
They care bout Lona so much, Kerry they forgot about
Three month leases on women, no one want to talk it out
I been in between giving too much and giving up
Shawty say where your feelings?
Shit, somewhere in this cup
These days all friends good for is switching up
Phone calls home just to realize I ain't missing much
Stepdad still a ass
Mama, yeah she still in love
Granny going through it, but she stressing over me
Auntie sending over scriptures that I rarely read
And yet I never understand why I'm never pleased
Notice on the door
They trying to say I broke the lease
Lately it seem like y'all sleep the most and I sleep the least
I be at war with myself just trying to keep the peace
And they'll jump through any hoop just to get a piece
Get out my way, that's word to Lil Cease
Do me once, it ain't shit you could say to save a thing
Old friends turn to strangers & enemies
Been focused on me & positive energies
At some point, I got to stop letting shit get to me
Mama keep telling me this shit gone be the end of me
Dead inside already, so what that really mean?
Starting to think numb might just be the new me
People I was down for act like they ain't knew me
Walk right past a nigga like they see through me
I just want to do for, they just want to do me
Why I let it move me?
Not like it's a new thing
I was bae last week, now she got a boo thing
I see how we moving

So I bite my tongue against my better judgement
Met a lot of cold hearts, nigga made adjustments
These days I just laugh when they ask me if I trust them
And I still got to love me before I could love them
Til then it's fuck them
Mob out with Yard
Team full of niggas, you could never guard
Y'all run from good people like you run from God
Just like him I ain't forgot
Like shawty I been love with since I was 10
My biggest distraction and my closest friend
We been through it all, watched me become a man
But she always had other plans
Letting others niggas take the place where I should to stand
That's why it's on and off
But it never end
One day she gone realize how down I been
Then she gone get some stacks, for times she had my back
Kept a nigga inspired when I was bout to crack
The only reason that I ever did stay on track
Dreams and aspirations in the human form
Reason that I do it for
Houston got my love, she my main thing
Me & her, Jay & B, that's the same thing
Never say much
I think it's time I came clean
Girl I think me and you destined for great things
Love for the city that made me
Love for the city that made me