Lila?

Is it bad
That I still miss you this much?
That every song I've written since
Is about that?
Even though I was the one
Who left?
I thought it would make things better for me
But if anything it's made me more alone

Maybe I'm just stuck in the wrong place
I can only remember how I felt before
And memories are unreliable
So maybe I'm wrong and I'm really better off
But I still feel like i need you
And I don't know who else to call
Going through this bout of loneliness
Is scary to do alone
So pardon my interruption but can we talk?

Even if I am better off it's not easy
I can't control my feelings anymore
And I'll see the smallest thing that reminds me of some thing you did
Or some thing you said or wore or liked
And it sends me to my bed and I'll lay there for hours not sure what to do or who to call for help
Or what to say about it all
And sometimes I can't even cry because the well is all dried up from the
Many times it's been abused over you

Maybe I'm just stuck in the wrong place
I can only remember how I felt before
And memories are unreliable
So maybe I'm wrong and I'm really better off
But I still feel like I need you
And I don't know who else to call
Going through this bout of loneliness
Is scary to do alone
So pardon my interruption but can we talk?

Well would you ever change your mind?
Do you even want to talk right now?



Credits
Writer(s): Pranav Malaviya
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