The Golden Child 2

Hail Mary mother of God, little Jesus
I dreamt that I was walking on water what's the meaning?
My mind is drifting, souls getting lifted
Please believe me
Deaf to all the lies I don't hear what the preachers preachin'
We don't speak on broken promises
I rap to kick some knowledge
Words are brolic
I'm a problem
To the masses and these rappers
Spin it backwards
There's a hidden message
I don't run from struggle it's a hidden blessing
A lot of hidden lessons
I stir the pot like I been cooking
What's the recipe
I'm speaking too much truth I know they wanna see the death of me
Chains and whips enslaving my people we gotta set em free
My mind is spinning round in a circle, so much affecting me
Dealing with a lot but I don't need no fucking Therapist
My pen my pad my microphone, my style, my flow is therapy
I kick the sickest shit you ever witnessed this so thoroughly
I spit that crack, that dope, that fire, it's fucking Methamphetamine
Your mind is pacing, heart is racing
Going through psychosis maybe
Life's a drug and I'm addicted, take a couple doses baby
Feelings, thinking, dealing with the world this coulda drove me crazy
Push me to the edge, I'm off the ledge,
No I'm just contemplating
Suicide
Do or die, it's your demise
You crucified
Now who's to say you die my nigga you decide
Guilty conscience penalized
Crimes are still incentivized
Little babies growing up misguided cuz we tell em lies
Fairy tales and wishing wells
Don't wish em well
This world has got me sick as hell
Feeding me this bullshit got me sick and frail
You can tell
Im walking through the fire I done been through there
I know it well
This shit is in my blood like it's sickle cell
Yea
Just nod ya head to the beat now
Yea
I got the world under my feet now
Yea
I tell em listen when I speak now
Yea
Cuz this talk ain't going for cheap now
My game is free.99
But if I'm taxing then it's 3.99
Knew I was the one since 1999
Born in 98 so i was one in 1999
But y'all didn't catch the bar
Fuck it nah I won't repeat the line
I got beef with Father Time
Time just keeps on moving like my life is fine
Take a pause from living and just hit rewind
You can feel my lyrics like Braille that's how I lead the blind
This beat is on life support, you won't find a flow as sick as mine
I'm a ticking bomb ready to let off
Protect ya neck I fuck around and knock ya head off
Your worst nightmare, don't tell me what you scared of
We burning bridges but not before I swerve off
Like crash dummies
Tryna get Paid in Full and I need it in Cash Money
I know niggas I call my brothers they gon blast for me
If you don't see me around my nigga don't ask for me
I be in my zone sometimes don't mean to come off funny
We take it back to older days
A diamond in the rough now we all get appraised
And getting praised
For not being a statistic
Wanna see us fail
Or see us jailed
Dead inside the dirt
6ft deep, but we still excel
Dying because of our black skin, that's necrosis
Niggas programmed to die inside a cell that's, apoptosis
Talking so much shit ya breath stink, halitosis
Fried chicken and waffles for brunch, plus mimosas

Smoke, drink, don't think
Smoke, drink, don't think
Smoke, drink, don't think
Smoke, drink, don't think