Grandchild - Middle Child Remix

They tellin me Tynan go get it the dream is we winnin
We see what that pen is the weight on my shoulders
I've more than accepted so add on the torch
I was born a complex kid

Ahead of the pack I been leadin em Alpha's a title I bleed for em
One day I'll sell all my albums on vinyl then sleep to em
Treatin my days like their final concludin em

Sometimes I know that my flow is just morbid
It's better than yours cause that shit is just horrid
I'm on a new level you'd swear I'm in orbit
Mix bass with the treble I'm working like foreman
Shout-out to brothas I know in the core an
I Can't wait for yall to be home we can kick it
I know this is distant but lately I've noticed a difference
I hope you come loaded with interest

I'm thankful for people I got in my life the struggles of evil they tug at my sides
Kickin and screamin just like 95' my life ain't a movie but scripts they allign
Pills I be poppin I'm lovin this high I'm chasin the feeling of worth cause inside
I know that the fire is low but I try to fuel it and fuel it until I collide

Im split down the middle the good and the bad
I know it's not simple like reading or math
The problems I'm dealin with dead in the past

Im threadin the needle hope sedatives act
I measured my equals by weighin the glass
The man in the mirror resenting what's asked
Reflecting the essence of what's in the flask

Bottles and bottles they mimic I'm sad
Grandma you're gone and I know that you're mad
Papa I'm comin im pushin this pad thank you for waitin
Your patience im hopin it lasts takin my time but I wrote up a track
Developing feelings I hope it ain't bad son of a bitch I'm a son of my dad
Switchin the subject it's touchy to add my sister I miss her I'm guilty it's bad
It's not that I'm stubborn shit maybe im glad
I've cut all the ties in my life that I had

Connected to people whose energies really don't mesh with me
This is my destiny no longer hidden the recipe
Bass is just hitting against the three walls that I got that be bouncin
Im switchin my flow but it's wet like a fountain
These syllable schemes you can bet that im proud of
Im stretchin em out so respect what im spoutin

This music im makin has more than a cadence
Got lyrics and spirit to mix in my fragrance
I told you in part 2 of Just Know Im fillin these pages
With chapters of my life instilled with the rage of

Anubis I'm tearin through cages the truth is I'm rude and I'm dangerous
Especially when in the booth and my brain is, Lit up like fumes with aluminum paintings
My ruling is reigning across all the planes
Im a ball of a flame and this spark is igniting me
This is not hide n seek
Try to keep up youll get lost you'll lose site of me
Really I'm thinkin im up but I'm down you see

Death I invite in it's comin to vibe with me
Taken its pieces it's starts with the sides of me
Eatin my mind and Im promised a finders fee
Demons they fight I can hear em inside of me
Tuggin and screamin I'm fightin a battle
The snakes in the grass and im hearin it's rattle
If I get bucked off from this horse and the saddle
Fuck callin quits bitch Im stormin the castle

Really been doin shit all by myself my family's in ruins no need for no help
This dream im pursuin is crude and it's hell, Between me and you this a loop in a spell
Friends and my family be wishin we really can't blame em but frequently
Shit on my chest is not meant to be strive with the best that's me mentally

Waitin in line I got next you can check the trajectory
What I'm projectin is destiny aim for the neck
Im a threat and I'm vile
Hangin with shadows the rebels are proud
Hopin my grandma is when she looks down
Cause when I look up my reflections a frown



Credits
Writer(s): Tynan Austin
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