Ups & Downs

I ain't never uncomfy when it gets rugged
I already expect the shit to be coming
I ain't never let em know too much
On this path I'm running
Gotta stay above em
Give em too much
They will take something
Give em to little you ain't in discussion
Do it just right like perfect time when Im coming

Kobey boy got the shot that be deadly
Play like toys when I'm counting my fetty
I got time money blood sweat hunger hungry still with all this I've invested
Put in more of the shit yall filled up ya self really full of it
Its really getting messy
Yall dont know the half
Like the pages been ripped and torn out the whole section

You dont know the strugglin hustlin that I had to do
To get where im headed
Pulling weight distributed heavy up on my side
Cause im more expected
Have my shit together all up on my own pushed a couple bows
Ain't nobody helping
Night trips where ya too excited pulling up to see the neighborhood entrance

Giving it all I got
Doing whatever takes
Its a long way up to the top
Praying that I find my way

I've been rolling through the motions
And I tell you it gets rough
But anything thats ever worth a thing is always gonna have its ups
And downs
What Goes up comes down

Feeling lonely all around
But I'm never counted out
Yeah
I been down and out
But get back up get right and then i work it out

I had times I felt I was losing myself
Questioning the air
Who the fuck am I
Will they even care
Do I even care?
Enough to take heat and seize my dream
Cut the shit and got real with me

I was wasting time
I was medicating
Being all the shit i said i wouldn't be

My dad got a sickness clinging to the highs
Came witness to it one too many times
He taught me all the things I shouldn't do
Now look at me silly me
Doing all the shit he use to do

Don't want to numb myself and not face my problems
Cause that solution only prolonge it
Get it over with
Tell the bad news first
Im quickly over it
Something clicks
When the nets are pulled
And ya really screwed
But its really cool
God taught me how to fish
Ain't no problem watch what I get
And watch what I do
How I took my time

Put more hours in my hustles
Then i did to sleep and eat
Auto pilot on my chick
She say I'm never listening
More shit on my mind
Then stars at night glistening

Giving it all I got
Doing whatever takes
Its a long way up to the top
Praying that I find my way

I've been rolling through the motions
And I tell you it gets rough
But anything thats ever worth a thing is always gonna have its ups
And downs
What Goes up comes down

Feeling lonely all around
But I'm never counted out
Yeah
I been down and out
But get back up get right and then i work it out