There's a Veil Over Philadelphia

So far I've seen rooms
Halls large with masses of values and books and cinema
Phantasm, camera lens

Hills with blinking lights
Flash the shiny bolt out and
Over yonder there
Meshed perfection to the enth degree

I've been nauseous on the outreach of transcendence
I've floated over you all
Dropped back and dizzy
Arms of a kinder soul
A catcher of sorts

I've seen doors opened
And closed

Pathways compelled and completed
I've had ups and turn arounds
I've thrust the last orgasm into oblivion
Blasting and gassing the last remembrance of your children's age
Into the hands of sewer waste

I've kissed the rings of monks
Turned fire to passion in hope of
Captivating something more or less of value
To you O vastness
Gaping deep and wide

With ye power stance on the edge of inferno
Your yogic abilities stretched emitting Sunday vibes for days,
Likened to the woman that needs to run and hold and gather
And us who must hunt

I've seen you forget
And fuck and forget again
I've seen passengers on boats to who knows where now
To who knows where is the shadow of tomorrow

I swear

I swear
I've had dogs imitate Buddha in front of my very eyes as my brother
Asked me the very same question presented with the very same ribbon a top
Ice cream slightly melted and dripping
Into pores of good will
And I've been your slut for the last straw

I'm tired of these boots
Wash me rain and finally end it for no evils
Or even exile my mind to the 7th vaporized pigeon hole of a plane
On the cusp of language
Or starting a religion

I've had enough
I'm leaving
I'm going home

Goodbye for now
It was nice knowing you forever
And to this

Nothing