What Day Was It?

So it all started on a warm day
Not a trouble in my mind
My intentions innocent as child's play
What once was ours now was mine

I got hard as a rock
All my feelings I started to block
None of them came through
I didn't look the same
The feeling don't have a name
Nothing was true

I started talking to people differently
And they started doing the same
I don't care what they think about me
I have no shame

I guess it came as a shock
Well surprise, surprise
Well your eyes weren't open when they needed to be
You're gonna have to deal with the person that you're talking to
Because it won't change somehow

I felt departed from my old friends
I got new habits to fill the gap
I guess a little "sorry" can fix my problem
I got to big an ego for that

I got hard as a rock
Gotta relieve some stress
But then reality will come true
Why do I put myself through this misery
I guess I think the feeling is cool

It all started on a cold day
Everybody else was happier than me
I take that happiness and use it inside
As fuel to succeed

I don't wanna walk
I think I wanna stay in bed
Watch other people move around
It not for me
This is not my thing
I'd rather be in the ground