Not Ready to Lose You

I'm so sorry for the way I handle everything inside
Inside of my mind
If you don't mind I'd like to try and find some help here
To understand it
And face my fear

I don't want a second chance
I just wanna learn not how to need it
If I go and push you away
I swear to god that I don't mean it
I just can't help it

My mind is such gibberish
And you always know just how to read it
If I go and push you to the point you gotta bail
I'll understand it
But I'll hate it

I know it's no excuse
I'm a wreck-loose
I let loose
On everything that I care about
I just don't wanna crush it
I just don't wanna rush it
I need it
So I let it go

I'm so sorry for the way I handle everything inside
Inside of my mind
If you don't mind I'd like to try and find some help here
To understand it
And face my fear
I'm so sorry for the way I handle everything inside
Inside of my mind
If you don't mind I'd like to try and find some help here
To understand it
And destroy my fears



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Bonanno
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