Sedative

I'm at a cold, hard walled, dilemma
Where I'm enthralled by this vague agenda
Where I must persist in this perpetual bliss
Even if I don't enjoy it

But my silence speaks a thousand words
In this room so quiet I struggle to be heard
I can't fathom how to start or end this script,
And I can't continue to pretend that I don't really enjoy it

It's become a stark sedative
A sort of self indulgent medicine
That I can't control when to take or how long to wait
Each time it hits me, it's always far too late

But the needless agitation that I endure
Makes me feel like, all of this, I want no more
To escape the thing that was meant to be an escape
Is causing me to question everything I've ever made

It's become a stark sedative
A sort of self indulgent medicine
But I can't control when to take or how long to wait
Each time it hits me, it's always far too late

It's become a stark sedative
A sort of self indulgent medicine
But I can't control when to take or how long to wait
Each time it hits me, it's always far too late



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Dudman
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