Cursed

I will not be taken back from my past life
Shit always be too serious can't even act right
When im vibing and its only cause of that dirty sprite
See shorty and its only in the night time
Bad crime, no rhymes, just some bad vibes
Tell me how you really feeling tonight
Oh please tell me how you really feeling
Oh please tell me

I can't even feel the ceiling tonight
I'm just tryna make a billion aight
Young na got lost in the hype
But I feel all the glory all tight
All types and im off sight
Don't fight cause he might fly
Hold digits and i'm all high
Young na just tryna touch the sky
Yeah
I'm just tryna touch the sky

I go and fuck on her body
My fucking life is so sloppy
I wished I swallowed some oxys
I wish I died at this party
I wish I wasn't so cocky
And all these people they copy
And try to say that they popping
But really they are just nothing
And people say to stop cussing
And I say fuck it im cursing
Talking suicide or something
People think that im bluffing
I wanna die like a muffin
I wanna die in a coffin
I wanna die and just suffer
I wanna die as a bluffer
I wanna curse y'all motherfuckers
I swear to god on all ya mother little bitch
I dont really give a shit
Imma make myself rich
Then imma kill myself real motherfucking quick bitch

To say the least
Buying like me
I cannot lie
Leave and you cry
Looking too far
Feel I might die
Living a lie
You know I try
Feeling it crack
Rolling a sack
By the end of the night I made it back
Missing all the people that I once had
Broken hearted but you know i am glad
Chasing females but mainly that bag
Don't mean to brag
But look at my past
I feel everything but you are just mad
Swear you are just mad

Going out on some fucking hang shit
Wanna die in a gun fight
On some gang shit
Captain save a ho
That bitch don't need no saving
Rap game rap career
Man i'll never make it
But man i'll never be stopping
Keep making my shit so fucking saucy
And all I know you do is fucking copy
motherfucker you know that I'm chopping

Chopping it off
Theres interference when feelings involved
And I dont know the reason feeling enthralled
But I knew in the moment the second you called
The feeling of loneliness simply dissolved
I'm speaking in tongues but the answer resolves
You love and you laugh at the end of it all
When you lose get back up, and pretend that you didn't fall

When your backs up against the wall
Just keep on fighting
The rainbow receives all the thunder and lightning
The ones that we've lost, thats the reason im writing
The prospect of death for a few seems inviting
The prospect of life in return is unlightening
I know in the end just like stars we'll be shining
We'll be shining
Yeah

The stars will be shinging
The planets aligning
The demons inside me
Yes I will be fighting
Ill never stop trying
Even if I am dying
I know that im crying
The sorrows inviting
Spending my time alone in this world
Sick to my stomach I'm going to hurl
Repenting for sins like my name is just earl
Look at my brain its all just one swirl
My clothes that I wear I look like a deadbeat
People of my past they all say that they hate me
They ask why i'm sad
And I say that they made me
The depression fucking weights just feels like some concrete
Shit in the past man it still just haunts me
So fucking low I don't want no heartbeat
I try to write rhymes that will be upbeat
Still fucking sad just sitting in the backseat

My fucking life is so sloppy
I wished I swallowed some oxys
I wish I died at this party
I wish I wasn't so cocky
And all these people they copy
And try to say that they popping
But really they are just nothing
And people say to stop cussing
And I say fuck it im cursing
Talking suicide or something
People think that im bluffing
I wanna die like a muffin
I wanna die in a coffin
I wanna die and just suffer
I wanna die as a bluffer
I wanna curse y'all motherfuckers