Restless

I feel a little restless lately
Caught down in my head
And I'm streched out to my end

I've been thinking about changing lately
And what I have said
And all the frayed ends I can't mend

I think I've been stressing lately
About why I can't stand
How it feels like I'm falling
Falling again

Can you see me?
Is it over?
Can you hear the ashes smolder?

All around me
Crooked faces
It's night and I can't stop shaking

The walls here
Know my name
I'm screaming
I'm going insane

It's draining
But I'm empty
The pressure
Is gonna break me

So
Get back and let it flow through you 'less
You wanna get smacked
Your wish is gonna come true
"No, I'm sorry
This isn't easy
I didn't mean it after all"

It pains me
That you can't see
How I just want to be alone

In the quiet
Try to hide it
I don't want to explain myself anymore

When I die
On my terms
When I go
I'll make it all burn

Is it for me
At the ending?
God show me
Are you listening?

(So, are you listening?)
(So!)

So
Get back and let it flow through you 'less
You wanna get smacked
Your wish is gonna come true
"No, I'm sorry
This isn't easy
I didn't mean it after all"
Are those tears I see?
You better wipe them away!
Fucking zip your lip
And play pretend, ok?
"Ok, I'm sorry
This isn't easy
I didn't mean it after all"

"I'm sorry
I didn't mean it
I love you
Can't you see it?"

I'm shaking
Until I fall apart
Suffocating
You're going for the heart

So
Get back and let it flow through you 'less
You wanna get smacked
Your wish is gonna come true
"No, I'm sorry
This isn't easy
I didn't mean it after all"
Are those tears I see?
You better wipe them away!
Fucking zip your lip
And play pretend, ok?
"Ok, I'm sorry
This isn't easy
I just need to end it"