Fly Away

Let me take you way back to the days
When I rode my bike down Hickory Lane
Got Dairymens tea with a dollar and some change
Then banged on my drums for my teenage angst
Got a lot of hate, 'cause I ain't the same
Used to want to leave the Earth 'cause of all the pain
Trying to tell myself that I wasn't to blame
For the way I'm made, I found love in change
I'm trying to be better than I was before
I'm trying to be stronger, I'm a train of course
Bucket list, trying to see a worldwide tour
I gotta do my chores, I got to learn some more
Ready if I'm steady I be shaking a lot
When I'm nervous hope you know this and you take it to heart
I been trying to build anew, guess I need a new start
If you do your part, like I do my part then we're good

Hey hey it's okay, all this pain is gonna fade
Take your time and get your space I know one day you'll find your way
Hey, Hey, it's okay, show the world that we don't play
Yeah I know this life is fate so take the lead and we'll be great
I know there's so much out there for the world to see
Beyond all of the hate and this hypocrisy
Until then I'm a find a way to fly away
See the world and leave this place, see the universe I'm free

I just got to get out
I just got to go, pack a bag
Iced tea, time to hit the road
Never really had a home, only had a heart
Eyes dart to the board, trying to hit the bulls eye
I landed in the storm, matter fact a war
Looking trying to find quite what I fight for
Found myself two hours in a night course
Thinking I should have a job by now
Not living with my mom right now
I should have a hit song by now
That would really be the bomb right now
That would really put me on right there, truth
So I gotta move along just like you
So no matter what we do
And that's to, fly away

Hey hey it's okay, all this pain is gonna fade
Take your time and get your space I know one day you'll find your way
Hey, Hey, it's okay, show the world that we don't play
Yeah I know this life is fate so take the lead and we'll be great
I know there's so much out there for the world to see
Beyond all of the hate and this hypocrisy
Until then I'm a find a way to fly away
See the world and leave this place, see the universe I'm free

I'm free, like a butterfly flying to the ocean but the pain too deep
So relatable the things we see
I'm just hoping they don't haunt my memories, no
Keep me above the floor 'cause it creaks
Everybody see you but don't understand your strength
When I'm feeling weak, that depression finna creep
Finna go fill the bowl, waiting 'till them demons leave, yeah
Still breathing, while reeling
That trauma got me numb to the feeling
Exhale, let the smoke hit the ceiling
Crying in my kitchen all alone, what's the reason
You been fighting on a war so long
The pain feel deep, but you coming out strong
And if they finna tell you that you doing this wrong
Laugh in they face and then move along, yeah

Hey hey it's okay, all this pain is gonna fade
Take your time and get your space I know one day you'll find your way
Hey, Hey, it's okay, show the world that we don't play
Yeah I know this life is fate so take the lead and we'll be great
I know there's so much out there for the world to see
Beyond all of the hate and this hypocrisy
Until then I'm a find a way to fly away
See the world and leave this place, see the universe I'm free