If Only

I went AWOL for the winter weather
Had to get my shit together
Still depressed but doing better, for now
Couldn't give a fuck about your sauce
Everything you do is forced
Hall and Oates; I can't go for that
I get the masc from my father
And the femme from my mother
That's that glitter on the low, so I shine undercover
I'm still grateful for the mandem
That's my long lost brothers
But it's nights like this I wish we still saw each other like
Go back to
When the feeling was mutual
The speaker was bluetooth
All we had was time and we didn't care no
But fuck it I have to firm it that's life
Couldn't change that if you tried
So I'm just sitting here thinking like

If only they knew but they could never know me
I spent too much time sitting by my lonely
But if only I'd have known how this shit was gonna be
Yeah if only, if only, if only, if on

If only they knew but they could never know me
I spent too much time sitting by my lonely
But if only I'd have known how this shit was gonna be
Yeah if only, if only, if only, if on

Like I'm just tryna be grateful
Tryna grow into the best me
And I'm nothing like these fuckboys
So why would I let them vex me?
Always acting all the time like
Just give it a rest please
Those logos don't impress me
You're just aesthetics and that's empty
Like you bring nothing to the plate
So you need to know your place
Don't let your ego be your fate
And I swear people chat shit just so they have something to say
So if you're not being honest get the fuck out of my face because
I just want the real
Just wanna be myself yeah, I just wanna chill
Can you tell me why that's such a big deal?
Alright cool then I'll be waiting
In the meantime I'm just tryna turn my favourite shit into my occupation
No more pointless conversation
I'm done with the rat racing
And you could be too, I'm just saying like
I'm just saying like

If only they knew but they could never know me
I spent too much time sitting by my lonely
But if only I'd have known how this shit was gonna be
Yeah if only, if only, if only, if on

If only they knew but they could never know me
I spent too much time sitting by my lonely
But if only I'd have known how this shit was gonna be
Yeah if only, if only, if only, if on



Credits
Writer(s): Kurtis Winstanley
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