Cold Winter

I get caught up in the saddest lies that try to kill my drive and pull me over
Red and blue lights will mean the day that it's all over
Did they admit me just to satisfy a quota?
I never met Whitney, but I need a new kidney cause these bottles startin' taste like soda
Dazed into days they turn over, Grown afraid of when I grow older
Most days not enough sober, Never double cup, but hope I did enough that there's days
I'll lean on your shoulder
And cry
Wallflower so I'm on the side, my guy my hand on your thigh!
Wise guys but if it was flight or fight you'd be out of sight in blinks of my eye
We got the business nothing you can buy in
Poke your chest if you want the violence
And bygones can be gone were all better off in silence

Walkin with a rain cloud, weather always rainy
No matter the weather they never tame me
It was never any time in the day for the complacency
Wrote this shit in stone, ain't no legacy erasing HE
Calms his nerves just by lighting the cohiba up
Sip straight from the bottle so he never ever needed cups
Don't know the love, from the ladies all he seen is lust
The winters coming, he just knowing he gon freeze em up

Winters cold
It's gettin colder
I find my soul
My world gets old
All my pain
I hope to god I still stay sane

Place on hold
Turn the shoulder
They call my home
Let em ring my phone
Call me name
I hope to god I still stay sane

Meant what I said and I said what I wrote
Couldn't drown me even if you tried to rock the boat
You just a glass house with some broken windows
Only hurt yourself with the stones that you throw
Knowing what I know, we just putting on a show
On the other hand, they be saying I do the most
I just keep it boomin cause we blooming like a rose out the concrete
Fuck me, this shit is looking ugly
For you and your lil homies
For us, it's looking lovely
Save a couple plates cause we coming
And we bringing company
HR can't even touch me
I just sit back and roll the leaf
I don't know why she on to me, so fond of me
Few weeks later then done with me
The time is lining up perfectly
I'm heating up like 3rd degree
The block is hot
Cool him off? Probably not
Woke up just to quit my job, what the fuck
Soon as I get my gigs up, the jigs up
I'll let em know (two weeks)

Saw a wav tearing up the path
Common trails'll only get you last
Oh I, my my
Don't it feel good to live, ol shuck, niggas have to jive
Gotta to give low fucks, passin down the colt 45, no luck
Elderly was even on the vibe, slow
Bucks, nessy
All 10s like messi, metronome be getting stuck
Want my money upfront, ain't got no job
Ain't got no time
I gotta go and so you know im tryna flow and recognize whats in my mind
I need some peace, tryna let go
Hey
I gotta smooth blunt im rollin on the low
You see the whole me is on a need to know
That's for my niggas, case closed
Speaker clickers, base bose
Nother picture, nigga pose
Apollo took me higher to the surface, caught the wav myself a nigga gotta know

Winters cold
It's gettin colder
I find my soul
My world gets old
All my pain
I hope to god I still stay sane

Place on hold
Turn the shoulder
They call my home
Let em ring my phone
Call me name
I hope to god I still stay sane

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AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH (OH GOD)

I HOPE TO GOD I STILL STAY SANE

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