What Now? (Demo)

I Wonder when my mind is off
If my time as minor was often
Underlined as an awkward phase of finding what I liked in it
This space that I reside in
Unconsciously I hide in
Sharp as Poseidon's trident
Been lying to myself about my inner mental
My fear of death scratching the surface from the more I go through
Cuz I got shit to do
And That ain't in the plans
But now I got visions of taking on a different stance
I want my legacy like no other
To find the silver lining in my life is a fucking struggle
Perspective is a danger when other minds are involved it can lead to rebuttals
But in these lines I find the comfort to feel like a cuddle

I guess I gotta few ways to discuss it
A year or two until I'm back in the function
No excuses no breaks no fussin'
No feelings no communication no nothing
Tryna elevate my mental
Rebuild my Shaolin temple
Be one with self to bring peace
To people that's around when you walk into
Run it back no typos
My and myself no iso
Gotta get a big bag fo I go
This light shine bright wear eye pro
Relay race in the mind space
Only moving at my pace
Maintain my place in aligned states
Leave off in a way where the line takes