Wasted

I never knew why I felt so safe with you
Getting wasted off of you, wasting all my time on you

Saw it, had to have it
You were like a bag of dope, I'm the addict
Had the passion and the magic, lit the matches, sparked a fire, found my habit
You were only gonna drag me down
Took you back every time you came around
Did I do it out of loyalty or loneliness?
Maybe it's the home in this, I just had a lot of hope in us
Who knew someone so sweet could be so fucking poisonous?
You had a place in the vision
I kind of hope "God" forgets you exist
And you're heard, but never listened to
And you find the one, but she ain't feeling you
And your sky is grey and never blue
Fuck you for being inconsiderate and leaving me with bitterness
I'm waking up shivering, I'm riding on a different wave, growing making change
Hope you're happy as a slave to the matrix, living basic
Wakeless, brainless, wasted, tripping on yourself like you never tie your laces
Your soulmate probably has a dog filter on her face
And you know that I ain't never been the one to hate
But it's too late, you let the savage out the gate
Used to write you love songs, now I'm writing from hate
But that's a strong word
I really hope life treats you the way that you deserve
And the universe works on you how it should
I know you feel me there when you listen to the birds
I'm not saying that I'm wishing you the best
But if you deserve that shit it's something that you'll get

What if I never wasted all this time on you
Getting wasted off of you, wasting all these songs on you
I never knew why I felt so safe with you
Getting wasted off of you, wasting all my time on you

I bought us tickets to Frank and planned to take you to the ocean
Saw the omens, but I was already inside my emotions
You broke your promises, but 'fuck em' that's the slogan
Wrote you poems 'cause I thought you were golden, choke on the words I never spoke
And I opened your mind like a lotus to see what it encloses
Found an antisocial poet in your motives
And she's holding purple roses, hand- chosen for you
I never like the winter until I spent it with you, the summer color seems brand new
I miss you so much that my heart bleeds blue
I go to pass the dutch to (nobody), smoking by myself, I really miss your company
I can't believe I thought that you were what I need
Bitch, you had me weak; pour out all my feelings and you said you had to think
Ask if you could see me when you had a couple drinks
It was never meant to be 'cause wolves can't, can't fall in love with sheep
Tried to escape you in my sleep, but you show up in my mind just as much in my dreams
It makes me wonder if it means that you're thinking of me
You were my sundae on a Sunday, my umbrella on a rainy day
My shade to keep the heat away, I thought that you were gonna stay
I never thought that I would say that I was down for days
Then it turned into a game that I couldn't play
Thank you for showing yourself the way out
So Ima say it out loud; homie you're the one who missed out
You said it yourself, I'm the shit
You said that you envisioned our kids, so I thought that you were tryna commit
But nah, you're just a fucking hypocrite
All the things that I said, I truly meant the shits
And I know you hate this song, but you're still feeling it
I just threw this beat together and I couldn't resist

What if I never wasted all this time on you
Getting wasted off of you, wasting all these songs on you
I never knew why I felt so safe with you
Getting wasted off of you, wasting all my time on you

I know you're lurking on my music and can see that I'm hurt
And worse, I wish that the roles were reversed
Immerse you in your feelings by the end of this verse
I'll hang up all your sins for God to see inside of the church
I told you I was down, you told me you were out
And then you told me why, you're in love with someone else
And then you said you lied and this was really how you felt
I make you wanna be a better man just by being myself, G

What if I never wasted all this time on you
I'm wasting all these songs on you
I never knew why I felt so safe with you
I'm wasting all my time on you