Listen to the Rain

I'm home on a Saturday
No plans anyway, so I'm
Tryin' not to slip away into my head

And you're in a car on your way to a bar with who knows who
I don't know who

I've never felt this way
Couldn't find the words to say to describe the way I feel
Can't hide this shit, for'real

Never been insecure
And you tell me that I'm yours, but I guess I'm still afraid
Of lies, being betrayed, oh

I'm tryna shoot myself through to
A world I'm not afraid to love you in
And while my wings are broken
By fears of words we've spoken
I'm hoping this rain

Will take the pain away
The words we can't unsay
The doubts hiding the way
The grey of cloudy days, oh

I hope it washes clean
The fears of hurt unseen
I'll listen to the rain

Goin' off of how you tell me
I'm this bright light in your life
But in the same breath, you make me feel so replaceable

Told me them other niggas didn't mean shit
Say you were single, man, you're such a hypocrite
See how you put me down, and pick me up?

I wanted no one else but you, even when I felt alone
Hoped that you'd felt the same way, too

Instead, you were in a car on your way to a bar with who knows who
I don't know you

I'm tryna shoot myself through to
A world I'm not afraid to love you in
And while my wings are broken
By fear of words we've spoken
I'm hoping this rain... rain

Will take the pain away
The words we can't unsay
The doubts hiding the way
The grey of cloudy days, oh

I hope it washes clean
The fear of hurt unseen
I'll listen to the rain