Feeling Something

Bugs in the dirt
One foot in the grave
Only god save my soul
You know how I
Feelin' like king
Is this another high
My world comes crashing down
Again
Feelin' hella lost
Protect my ego At all cost
My generation Lost
You know how I

Feelings
What the fuck are those
I got a heart of gold But I wear it on my sleeve
Probably why it's cold
Anxiety Like a riot inside of me
Playin hide and seek
With my darkest deepest demons Deacon please
Credit me For my short term sobriety
I know I'm not alone
A house is not a home
Without a mother's love
Please tell me
You know how I Feel On these damn cloudy days
When all I wanna do is isolate
But really don't want to be alone
But your homies here is homebody Prone
Like deep deep in the pillow zone
Feel hobo on peach scone
Leveled up and got a whole cake
Vanilla face With the lemon glaze
That's my baby That's my tasty cake
The problem is she's miles away
In a different state
How many can relate
Long distance
You know how I Feel when I wake up in the dark
Can't move But I can feel my heart
Damn how'd I end up on the fifth floor again
You know how I Feel on these damn medications
Still hesitant on meditation
I know it works But I'm just lazy
so medicate me
You know how I

Fish in the sea
Way way deep
The bottom feeders
That's me
You know how I
Brother in the pin
Can't get out of bed
Another friend is dead
That's life
You know how I

Still in the same depressing basement
Not one cent in my in my savings
Over here tryna pay myself
Because no one here is really trying to pay me
Hella capes no ones tryna same me
They killed Nipsey And Dr Sebi
Your favorite Hero's on heroin
But that's not their fault
Like we know how you
Feel Bout this damn government
With every fee They make you run it up
You pay to breathe In a time of need
With no guarantee That's your waters clean
This ain't new I ain't saying nothing new
The revolution HAS been televised
Their telling lies to you
Feel what I say
And listen closely too
I'm not in this for the money
But what the bag can produce
Is some safety for family
Relief and healthy food
And I'm not quitting till we're living where the oceans baby blue
Like
Feel Weird vibes coming this way
Maybe I am insane
I keep seeing signs Thought I had the voices detained
Now they won't stop screaming
I've had it the ceiling
All these crazy feelings I'm feeling