Myself

I been on the grind all by myself
Where you was at when I needed yo help
Music that one thing that's good for my health
This world too toxic so gotta stay to myself

I cant see the man in the mirror
My vision too foggy, can it just get clearer
Yo can it just get clearer
She hurt me too much, so I cannot go near her
I can't trust the man ima mirror, I don't look familiar
I'm drinkin liquor till I don't remember, my vision went dimmer

She had me ona roller coaster
I thought that I knew her, but guess I don't know her
But ima be spittin the truth till my throat hurts
And I been thru so much, like damn I need sum closure
I'm hopin the pain will be gone when I'm older, when I'm sober
Like yuh

I been on the grind all by myself
Where you was at when I needed yo help
Music that one thing that's good for my health
This world too toxic so gotta stay to myself

When I was 16 years old my pops seen me get out a cop car
Told him one day ima live large lika rock star spittin top bars ina 5 star hotel
Oh well
Ima deal with what I am dealt
I can tell, success is a step away
Put the pain aside, let's hop ona jet today
Lemme pop out, just to flex today

I told him no more paper plates
I'm ona paper chase
I ain't got a day to waste
Like where are the better days
Ima fly out ona plane today
I see the baggage claim
This pain make me insane in the brain
But when I finally get it bro, I promise I'll remain the same yeah

I been on the grind all by myself
Where you was at when I needed yo help
Music that one thing that's good for my health
This world too toxic so gotta stay to myself

And yeah I realize that I ain't never been enough
But ima look back at the past and realize that I did enough
And I know that times are getting rough
But I gotta stay solid thru the tuff
People always lying, I can see they bluff

But
I'm just hopin
One day I'll be glowin, doin shows and livin that life that I want to life
Gave so much I ain't got shit to give

I just gotta stay focused
Goin thru pain, that's why I wrote this
These motions help with copin, but I'm guessing that you already know this



Credits
Writer(s): Braeden Nutter
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