Ramblings of a Dramatic Asshole

I'm gonna Die alone, Alone and miserable,
And there's nothing left to say in the end
It's been this way for years, a daily grind to drown my fears
of there not being anything new around the bend
Night and day, the same routine, distract myself from internal screams
try to focus on the things that seem to be alright
Sometimes I'll push away the negative thoughts and go about my day
but they return when I sleep and keep me up at night

Melodramatic in almost every single way
another sad asshole, another sad cliché

That was a joke before, everything is totally fine
I'm out with friends all the time, and partying every night
I'm not at all depressed, I'm not totally dead inside
this is not a mask I wear to make to seem alright

Melodramatic in almost every single way
another said asshole, another sad cliché

I'm gonna Die alone (alone), Alone and miserable (miserable),
And there's nothing left to say in the end
It's been this way for years (for years),
a daily grind to drown my fears (my fears)
of there not being anything new around the bend

Melodramatic in almost every single way
another said asshole, another sad cliché

Melodramatic in almost every single way
another said asshole, another sad cliché