Control

I've been on my own
I'd rather be alone
Money's not a issue
Can't buy happiness no more
I'm always in my zone
I'm faded all alone
Almost at the point that I am losing all control, yeah
I'm losing all control
I'm losing all control
(Losing all control yeah)
I don't know myself no more
(I don't know myself no more)
I'm losing all control
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm losing all control

Nowadays I never care
End up drivin' all impaired
Couldn't even tell you who's the man that's in the mirror
I don't even front
Even liquors not enough
This is what you will become until the day you're done
And I ain't even scared
And that's the only reason why you can't be here
I cannot have nobody drown themselves with tears
I cannot be the man you wanted it's not fair
I'm aware, yeah
I mean that shit I do (I do)
I mean the shit I do (I do)
I mean the only people that would stay were none of you
I mean you couldn't comprehend what your boy been through
Like all the shit that's essential
My mental growing regretful I know it
But let's be honest
I promise
Overfilling my conscious
Overdosing with nonsense
There's only hope in a bottle
Getting close with my shadow
Going down with no battle
I'm shallow
You can call it a foreshadow
Yeah

I've been on my own
I'd rather be alone
Money's not a issue
Can't buy happiness no more
I'm always in my zone
I'm faded all alone
Almost at the point that I am losing all control, yeah
I'm losing all control
I'm losing all control
(Losing all control yeah)
I don't know myself no more
(I don't know myself no more)
I'm losing all control
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm losing all control

I'm losing what I could be
I'm doing what is not me
If you knew me once before you won't believe what you see
Asking for the real me
Asking how I'm feeling
Took another tab
Now I'm focused on the ceiling
Don't know much more I could go
I've been trying to figure out if this was worth my Monroe
I done Kennedy myself and I don't know what to do
Gotta make a move like I had gotten something to prove
Now look around
Fifty-five on Coliseum
4 a.m. with no idea
3 shots to the head as I'm looking at the rear view mirror
2 ways that I could conceive this
1 day Ima beat my demons
Hope is just a synonym for outcomes that are too convenient
I hope that you would see this
I hope that you don't need this
I gotta figure out if I don't need another reason
To keep the need for speeding
To keep the need for drinking
I'm not the asking type
But please forgive my
Sins

I've been on my own
I'd rather be alone
Money's not a issue
Can't buy happiness no more
I'm always in my zone
I'm faded all alone
Almost at the point that I am losing all control, yeah
I'm losing all control
I'm losing all control
(Losing all control yeah)
I don't know myself no more
(I don't know myself no more)
I'm losing all control
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm losing all control

Losing all control, yeah
I'm losing all control
Losing all control, yeah
I'm losing all control
I'm-I'm losing all control
I'm losing all control



Credits
Writer(s): Shain Romanowski
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