Even If

Made myself a promise but I'm so good at this
Feeding the fire that's gonna burn me
Now winter's at my door
All my clothes are on the floor
I can't control my dreams or my nightmares

I sit up on the barstool and I watch the sun go down
I smoke enough to kill me and I drink enough to drown
Hanging onto nothing until nothing feels like new
And I've got no-one to blame
I sure as hell can't go blaming you

I'm sick of my own mind
I drink the water, wish for wine
Lust is almost always never love
Even if she's everything
Everything your dreams have been made of

I must be full of it, still dreaming of your kiss
I can still taste you in the morning
That me is dead and gone
I know all I did wrong
Knew we were poison when I met you

I sit up on the barstool and I watch the sun go down
I smoke enough to kill me and I drink enough to drown
Hanging onto nothing until nothing feels like new
And I've got no-one to blame
I sure as hell can't go blaming you

I'm sick of my own mind
I drink the water, wish for wine
Lust is almost always never love
Even if she's everything
Everything your dreams have been made of

I sit up on the barstool and I watch the sun go down
I smoke enough to kill me and I drink enough to drown
Hanging onto nothing until nothing feels like new
And I've got no-one to blame
I sure as hell can't go blaming you

I'm sick of my own mind
I drink the water, wish for wine
Lust is almost always never love
Even if she's everything
Everything your dreams have been made of

Made myself a promise
But I'm so good at this



Credits
Writer(s): Ben Bauman, Scott Riggan
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