February 9th
It's been a while
Ain't seen my momma, I never cry
Tears flooding on the inside
Floating- I'm dead on the inside
Outside imma dawn a smile
"All gucci"- they don't see the front
Heavy heart, too many shots
I don't party for the good times
But it's alright
It's alright, play the music too high
Tonight make me deaf to my thoughts
I shine so bright
So bright to make you blind to my faults
Said it's alright
I play the music too high
Makes me deaf to my thoughts
I shine to make you blind to my
Imperfections, scars I never mention
Times darker than a burnt bun when you leave an oven unattended
I'm perfecting the art of dealing with depression
Been in pursuit of my passions for a while now- losing patience
Are you ready kid
I'm preparing
Got this gut feeling God got me and I'm really chosen
You can be the GOAT imma be the goose
Feels good to be golden
Knowing I cannot be broken
Fragility of my soul had me on the low
Tried to get high- February 9th
Na nearly died puffing that shii
Nearly passed passing that shii
Never saw the gates of heaven back then but I got to see who my real friends
I love em to death for that
They loved me when death was near
I saw love beneath their fears
I'm blessed to be breathing
Damn
It's been a while
Ain't seen my momma, I never cry
Tears flooding on the inside
Floating- I'm dead on the inside
Outside imma dawn a smile
"All gucci"- they don't see the front
Heavy heart, too many shots
I don't party for the good times
But it's alright
It's alright, play the music too high
Tonight make me deaf to my thoughts
I shine so bright
So bright to make you blind to my faults
Said it's alright
I play the music too high
Makes me deaf to my thoughts
I shine to make you blind to my
Bloopers and blunders, cutaway strips and the times I would fumble
Family drama that I've been a part of
Never knew momma had so many troubles
Pray to the Lord that you finding comfort
Confident that when you count your problems
You will have zero- ma I'm gonna solve em
Putting my all in, I made a promise
Daddy I know that you love me- I got it
You don't need money to show where your heart is
Watching you working so hard was the hardest
Was never around- daddy you had to hustle
You were just looking at getting the income
Feeding the family first was the mission
You didn't see all the harm as an outcome
But life is better you can ease up
Let the young bump the cheese up
Spend your time with the kids now
I don't wanna see a rerun
Show the little ones who you really are
Switch it up- never turn around
Show my grandma she a superstar
Spread the love even to my momz
I know ya'll ain't falling outta love
It's been a while
Ain't seen my momma, I never cry
Tears flooding on the inside
Floating- I'm dead on the inside
Outside imma dawn a smile
"All gucci"- they don't see the front
Heavy heart, too many shots
I don't party for the good times
But it's alright
It's alright, play the music too high
Tonight make me deaf to my thoughts
I shine so bright
So bright to make you blind to my faults
Said it's alright
I play the music too high
Makes me deaf to my thoughts
I shine to make you blind to my
Ain't seen my momma, I never cry
Tears flooding on the inside
Floating- I'm dead on the inside
Outside imma dawn a smile
"All gucci"- they don't see the front
Heavy heart, too many shots
I don't party for the good times
But it's alright
It's alright, play the music too high
Tonight make me deaf to my thoughts
I shine so bright
So bright to make you blind to my faults
Said it's alright
I play the music too high
Makes me deaf to my thoughts
I shine to make you blind to my
Imperfections, scars I never mention
Times darker than a burnt bun when you leave an oven unattended
I'm perfecting the art of dealing with depression
Been in pursuit of my passions for a while now- losing patience
Are you ready kid
I'm preparing
Got this gut feeling God got me and I'm really chosen
You can be the GOAT imma be the goose
Feels good to be golden
Knowing I cannot be broken
Fragility of my soul had me on the low
Tried to get high- February 9th
Na nearly died puffing that shii
Nearly passed passing that shii
Never saw the gates of heaven back then but I got to see who my real friends
I love em to death for that
They loved me when death was near
I saw love beneath their fears
I'm blessed to be breathing
Damn
It's been a while
Ain't seen my momma, I never cry
Tears flooding on the inside
Floating- I'm dead on the inside
Outside imma dawn a smile
"All gucci"- they don't see the front
Heavy heart, too many shots
I don't party for the good times
But it's alright
It's alright, play the music too high
Tonight make me deaf to my thoughts
I shine so bright
So bright to make you blind to my faults
Said it's alright
I play the music too high
Makes me deaf to my thoughts
I shine to make you blind to my
Bloopers and blunders, cutaway strips and the times I would fumble
Family drama that I've been a part of
Never knew momma had so many troubles
Pray to the Lord that you finding comfort
Confident that when you count your problems
You will have zero- ma I'm gonna solve em
Putting my all in, I made a promise
Daddy I know that you love me- I got it
You don't need money to show where your heart is
Watching you working so hard was the hardest
Was never around- daddy you had to hustle
You were just looking at getting the income
Feeding the family first was the mission
You didn't see all the harm as an outcome
But life is better you can ease up
Let the young bump the cheese up
Spend your time with the kids now
I don't wanna see a rerun
Show the little ones who you really are
Switch it up- never turn around
Show my grandma she a superstar
Spread the love even to my momz
I know ya'll ain't falling outta love
It's been a while
Ain't seen my momma, I never cry
Tears flooding on the inside
Floating- I'm dead on the inside
Outside imma dawn a smile
"All gucci"- they don't see the front
Heavy heart, too many shots
I don't party for the good times
But it's alright
It's alright, play the music too high
Tonight make me deaf to my thoughts
I shine so bright
So bright to make you blind to my faults
Said it's alright
I play the music too high
Makes me deaf to my thoughts
I shine to make you blind to my
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Writer(s): Ofentse Mabokela
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