Let Me Explain

As a young-in always wanted
But i learned that I was impatient
(Hmm)
As I look up to the sky thank that Man right above
I've been praying for a while told Myself to get up
(Got Damn)

Damnn
Where should i start
Starting putting my all
When we fell apart
Shit changed
I don't be knowing the ways to Fix it

Im always gone push away
Don't know bout trusting Feelings
(No No)

Said

All I want is love
But what I feel is pain

Why she keep hitting me up
Like this shit the same

She told me
Her interests is new niggas

Told me thank you
I thank you for self healing

(Aye)

Like why i keep fucking with Hoes
In the end
Yea (Man)
I know that its nothing

Like why i keep cuffin these hoes
Learn my lessons
Man im done with the cuffin

(Yea)

This shit just so hard
But im gettin mad
Like its my fault
But i can't be mad cause its my Fault
I blame myself
Cause its my fault

Like i was young
I said i want bitches
I thought they was fun
If you real
Then they run
And the baddest of bitches
They only want funds

But i think that i get it now
Was happy with one
But im writing the lyrics now

When i write i can't put it down
Like a bad bitch
Who toppin

Its a quarter past 3 girl whats it Gone be
Tell me is you riding for me
They always told me
That its always gonna be a Forever thang
In the end they always gone leave
Im used to it

As a young-in always wanted but I learned that i was impatient
(Hmm)
As i look up to the sky thank that Man right above
I've been praying for a while told Myself to get up
(Got Damn)

January Too Hard
Up and writing every single night

February Too strong
Thinkin bout that baby every night

March i started East Hartfelt
Thought it would but it sent me back

Back to the motions
I see that its coasting
The smoking and drinking won't let it out

April
Felt like a good month
Doing tracks with a nice nigga

In the stu
Every fing days
Lost nights
Lost my wife nigga

May lookin like a kind of blur
We gone make it to the next month

Lost my bread
Now i really know
Who really real and who really (Front)

June she told me pregnant
She playing with niggas
You know that i thought that she lied

I told her im done with these bitches
She done with these niggas
But which of us telling a lie
She told me she wanted a kid

But never no communication

She always been proving a point
To me
She wanted to say shit

She told me she real
I said that im real
Fuck with a nigga
I show you feel

Then i start spazzing
Dont know who been real

She told me she real
She left when its real
(Mhmm)

Now i really dont know
Got me regretting this love shit

Cause everyone saying they love
But truth they cannot be trusted

As a young-in always wanted but i learned that i was impatient
(Hmm)
As i look up to the sky thank that man right above
I've been praying for a while told myself to get up
(Got Damn)