I've Been Thinking.

All this other shit that I've been thinking
Shorty you is on my mind no I ain't tripping
Gone so far and we turning all fucking distant

I guess it was cause of me no I ain't listen
Know you been on my fucking mind
You said that you needed some fucking time
I'm tired of all these fucking lies

I hope I'm not the one that you despise
I don't think I'mma ever going to be alright
I feel like I'm someone else in disguise
I swear I can't even take my own advice
You said you needed time but you messing with other guys
I use to be mean I change I am nice
Now I'm in hurting this shit ain't right
I'm not happy at all at the time

I truly didn't want it to turn out like this
Shit didn't go well your the one that I miss
Shorty yes I miss each and one of your kiss
Honestly one more time is all that I wish

Shorty you be making it so fucking hard
We been together since the fucking start
You don't got to do this we ain't got to be apart
I'm sorry that I ever let you down
I've been wondering and I don't even know what bout
I don't think I can handle this nah no more sound
I'm really in hurting no one understands
I just wanted to be your only man

You really had me out here wondering bout the things we could've been
Shit now I feel so dead inside I don't want to be here once again
We becoming so distant it feels like we ain't even friends
I've been trying to see clearer with a different type of lens
After all this time tell me where it all fucking went

Gotta let go shorty I've been thinking
My heart has only just been sinking
You be switching up just by fucking blinking
You turn so cold and just try to act bold
You say my pride shorty it's your side
I recognize that I always used to lie
Every single day we always fucking fight
I don't know if for each other we are right